Jesus as you come the darkness disappears

 Jesus as you come the darkness disappears 

Jesus the when ever you come my self hated for myself disapare and and replaced with the love you have for me its longer and longer to the next time im felled head to toe and every drop of blood and every bone with hatred for myself i call my self a demon less i mean i use to call myself the antichrist almost every day

Witch you first said i wernt yours and showed me how hard you pull and hold on to me if satan had a hold on me and was pulling me tures hell

Jesus the more time you spend with me the less i want to hurt myself and think i can help others the way i always wanted to the more i want to lead your people to a better place and to you the more i want to protect people and i mean i turn from wanted to cut every part of my bodey starve myself or just lay in bed and eat every thing and imagining going on a suside mission to take out sex traffickers and myself out at the same time thinking i can do it in a way no one will miss me but you showed up and said it want work and i can help more people your way and i want to

I was starting to isolate myself and only go to work and home because i was nothing but jesus you showed up to prove something to me about who i thought  iwas and i liked what you had to say but then you played a few games with me to prove your point and ask me why i did serent things afterwards if you were wrong about me and i was right i was all ears after that now i want to be around people and im trying becase you said you wanted me to and you said im healter in big gatering

Jesus when ever you show up the thoughts of me being a good for nothing helpless loser no one wants around leaves you havent won yet but your winning

Jesus you as you come the darknes disappears