I been falling for so long

 I been falling for so so long haven’t been able to get up Jesus try’s to hold on tight but I always let go 

The demon of self doubt is so so strong I just can’t hold on 

I try my best to hold on but the demon of self doubt has a way of holding on he maybe weaker then the demon of depression which I defeated with my god but has claws so shap that reach so deep

The demon of depression may have been stronger but I don’t think I can defeat the demon of self doubt is stamina is so so high don’t think I no longer have the endurance to run I need my god

God may you hold on as tight as you can because I just can’t get away from the demon of self doubt I need you my god his claws are Deep in my soul I need you my god

I been falling so so long I just can’t get up I can’t hold on I’m no longer depressed for the most part may your joy make me stronger one more time 

I need you my god I can’t break free with out you may you break these chains as well and give me the strength to fight one more time or fight this battle for me because I’m not strong enough without you my god

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